The Cloud Gang - poems🖊

I wanna see the rain on the city sidewalks i hope to one day look across when i wake up. To see the sun rise and fall knowing ive made it where i wanna be. If you know me, you know my true desire is to be in new york as the neon lights hit my face in the square

You once promised me an eternity, not just a second, not just a day. The Soulless hollow of a mannequin to forever be abandoned, lost within the confines of this eternity. Love was not the eternity you promised, it was the bleeding black hole causing the mannequin's demise. The mannequin standing waiting for the ashes to blow in the wind, and the rain to wash away the falling pieces. Once was hollowed now forgotten I am.

Still alive, evil, tibetan book of the dead, more dead than alive.

Every time I lay in bed I cannot get this one thought out of my head For only he I desire The one I admire The voice of a demon Attractive as an angel I dream of him when I am sleeping He brings so much to the table I admire his every move But here is the ugly truth You can sue me or accuse me Or take me to court But no matter who’s coming @im.ok will be the only one I’m waiting for (edited)

Wha....what the hell

23:57

I am speechless

You’re welcome

Like the song of the wind my feet begin to breathe. My rage starts to bubble up, my rake I will not sheathe. Red, red, yellow, yellow, My head becoming a sacramento. Orange, orange, yellow, green, Must I create this unsightly scene? To you I wish, nothing more and nothing less, To you I must become your stress. A knife? A useless call? I sigh to myself on the other side of the wall. No matter how much I cry and scream, My life is always this undying theme. So red, red, yellow, yellow, Won’t you listen to my echo? Then orange, orange, yellow, green, I will soon receive my reality dream.

Looking at the dash going 80 miles per hour, staring out the windows to the memories all so bitter sweet and sour, don't touch that dial now, that presence of a soul looms over you, the shadows are whispering in your ear of what they want you to do, regret fills your body as the phantom takes control, locked up and watched as you were on parole, life isn't about these risks or selling your soul, it's about the beginning to the end with everything in between, that person was only a small part of it, but it makes you think, what would have happened if you were cared about to not be used, maybe not poked at, prodded, or maybe even be bruised, You didn't deserve that, the collection of bad memories overlaps the good, hiding it away from the limelight, crowded in these dark spaces you knew and understood, you were my sweet and pure nightlight, blocking the darkness from every corner, making me see the good in all the bad, I couldn't help myself but simply adorn her, laying there with no sound but the flutter of our eyelids, we were young and never would have thought that I was completely blinded, crashing into each thought like it was a cutting edge, you screamed at me stabbing me, making me feel nothing but dread, shrapnel spewed over the pavement with my body so lifeless, you were almost the death of me now I am just lightless, I can't see, I can't see, what is it you want from me? you just want me dead now and you show it without hesitation, I guess that's the end of this story and time for the infinite rotation, sitting in this hospital bed wondering if I will have the chance to be alive, or am I just staring at being tortured seeing as I fade away and die, this really can't be it. I didn't do all the things I wanted, is this a sign that at the first issue I should have absconded? we will never be able to know the pain of the people who lost it all, but they don't know I watched as my body fly out of the car to fall, I was too distracted in my thoughts, all from the past, thinking of it that way instead of the present really makes you seem you lived life too fast, I tried to help you, but instead you just kept thinking of your mistakes, you think a lot about causing yourself to cry, I was trying to avoid another undying take, so we didn't have to shatter our own futures eye. I was the looming soul over you, but now we are both are in pain, was I just completely and utterly useless? doesn't matter as what's done has already been dealt to us. I guess I will see us both in the afterlife once again, this all started on a trip to the beach, don't complain anymore and try to refrain, after all, we were only just as lonely, maybe this is just what we call a dead man's poetry.

W?

Necromzo

W?

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Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow — You are not wrong, who deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day, In a vision, or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream. I stand amid the roar Of a surf-tormented shore, And I hold within my hand Grains of the golden sand — How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep, While I weep — while I weep! O God! Can I not grasp Them with a tighter clasp? O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream?

21:07

-Edgar Allen Poe A dream within a dream

Fact for some reason girls like this one

If I was a lie… would you notice me? If I was a bird, would you go after me? If I truly had wings would I fly away from this agony? Anxiety is a tool in many ways. Anxiety is a way of escaping pain… Anxiety is another excuse for driving away. On the eve of my 17th birthday. On the ground of a maple leaf forest. On the clouds next to Mount everest. Life is something that is happy. Life is never ending. Life is torturing… Was I worth what I desired to be? Was my attempt to satisfy pointless? Was this worth doing or am I less? A hope in my heart, A room in which I stand, A knife in my hand… Pointless to my trying… Pointless to my crying… Pointless life worth dying… I can’t do this… I can’t feel helpless… Am I truly worthless?

Dam, that's deep

I sit upon my tear filled bed Thinking of the things I said Through my window shines the sun As I think of the things I’ve done For the future, I cannot wait For I loathe my current state Sometimes I wish to go to sleep And not wake up as my parents weep But I cannot bear the guilt and pain That I could give to them if I pass away But sometimes I do not care To enter into their nightmare Nowadays I try to change And look at the extents and range Of the good things in my life All my friendships not my strife (edited)

This is not a poem but I wrote it. It's called a ghazal so enjoy: As a new day starts People can lie or tell the truth People come and go Or is that really the truth Maybe people stay Cause they like to hear your truth Truth can often define And shape a person's truth People think that it's easy to lie But in reality I can't tell the truth If people knew the truth I would be a fool to truth If truth was a person I could not be friends with truth The truth is I fake my confidence Cause people won't be able to stand my truth The truth is that I'm scared To really be myself to truth If truth was a person We would not befriend truth So I guess the truth is I'm not who you see in truth Me as a person Does not define my truth No mask visible on my face Yet I bury my emotions in truth Who I am and I wanna be Are two different people in truth Clouds can often hide something But clouds don't last long, not like truth

To Much Truth (edited)

5’4 aka definitely not a child

I sit upon my tear filled bed Thinking of the things I said Through my window shines the sun As I think of the things I’ve done For the future, I cannot wait For I loathe my current state Sometimes I wish to go to sleep And not wake up as my parents weep But I cannot bear the guilt and pain That I could give to them if I pass away But sometimes I do not care To enter into their nightmare Nowadays I try to change And look at the extents and range Of the good things in my life All my friendships not my strife (edited)

mah boy can i use this for song lyrics? ill put you as a feature

Deleted User

mah boy can i use this for song lyrics? ill put you as a feature

wait let me try smt

alr

Join vc i wanna hear you sing the words

nah bro i dont sing

15:32

i hire singers

Sing it

no

15:32

lmao

I cant sing either

i pay people to sing

15:33

and i produce

Ill pay you to sing it

no lol

Yes

im a shit singer

15:33

why

Same

I can write the melodies later, with a couple changes, those could be good lyrics. I was asking if I could use em

15:34

and then ill hire smbdy to sing

Lol ok

15:34

Fine

15:37

I feel like it has to many rhymes to be a song

thats why i said with a couple changes. Its a good starting point (edited)

Yeah true

Deleted User

mah boy can i use this for song lyrics? ill put you as a feature

Yea of course

15:54

As long I get to sing a part

lol

Preferably minimal autotune

5’4 aka definitely not a child

Preferably minimal autotune

lmao why

16:06

literally every singer ever uses heavy vocal effects

Actually, use maximum autotune

16:20

4:20 nice

Painted world in Blue Light by Tyler * The TV Screen was the most beautiful thing I have seen, Sometimes I can’t keep my eyes off of it, But mostly, it brings art to life in a way that is so serene, Is this what love is? Is this what it’s like to be selfish? Is this what death looks like? Is this what it feels like? Did I just cry? Who did I just watch die? It was just a bystander that was never explained, The plot has many people on the outside, That bystander could have been married, Even have children like Tom or Mary, They could have pets at home waiting for them to come back, Waiting for food starving for attention, which they now lack, But the world is yet a painted picture, Almost as if the blue light was now fading black, Is this our vision? I watched a person die and don’t know anything about them, To me, they are insignificant, To me, the deaths are very prolific and- And they don’t mean a single thing to us, We live in blue light blinded by the blurry world we painted, Are we sick? Or are we demented? We kill off people for our own pleasure when it’s the right time, Knowing the world doesn’t stop for us one bit, But a painted picture has no choice to not move as we painted it, It was the world we made and we now hate, Blue light is the blindness we all are bound to by fate, I hope one day we can find a cure, But we all know that news will be through our screens, that I am for sure, Our reality won’t just help us and bend, The cycle will continue, But at least we got our sweet and bitter end (edited)

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i like it

It is not death that a man should fear, But he should fear never beginning to live

Love by Tyler * Feelings Fade, People Change, Maybe they weren’t the right one, True Love is hard to come by, But it takes hard work and time, If you aren’t willing to try, Maybe that’s a sign to work on yourself instead of choosing to rely, On those who are committing the faithful crime, Piece after piece, your heart is being repaired, Ground up as the love of your life stares in the air, Soft lips spoken for or not, You imagine the day you and your love tie the knot, A million miles you would walk for them, All 5 Oceans you would cross for them, Missing legs and drinking potions, Falling for them and being so intoxicated, Stumbling over and being so open, You tell them the truth, And now your secret you were scared to tell is all revealed, But not to fear it was actually the best idea ever, Because she feels the same way and hated having to piece it together, You now stare into each other’s souls after some years later, The pastor asking will you take- The talking becomes silent, All you hear is your heart and a ringing sound in your head, Anxiety fills up your body once again, But you press on and heard the sounds of voices, You only have to say one thing, but your brain is filled with all the choices, The words you know you want to say are right there, not moving a single inch, Two words without even showing a little flinch, I do! I do! I do! I do! Everyone cheering and your parents crying, Time frozen feels like it never happened, But the rings on your finger show that it was real. You don’t feel anxiety anymore, But you and your other half know you gave your hearts to each other in a deal, You belong to each other and that is what we call love, Even when the road gets bumpy, you aren’t ever giving up, Getting through the obstacles isn’t luck or fate, its hard work and dedication, But once again I will say it for the last time..that is what we call Love.

The whole “I do” thing gave me anxiety as I read it. It really conveyed so much of the emotions through the writing. I really liked it.

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Hannah Banana

The whole “I do” thing gave me anxiety as I read it. It really conveyed so much of the emotions through the writing. I really liked it.

Thank you

it’s an older one I wrote back in 2017. Im trying to post my poems daily and not all at once

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It’s funny how fast the mind can change. To be honest I didn’t mean to rearrange. I used to think that this knife was worth holding onto, But as I looked forward, it’s now you I run to. The knife had qualities you didn’t possess, But the knife always had emotions it would suppress. Talking with the knife was never fun. One stab after another and I was completely done. You were different from the knife of forced laughter. As time went by, I realized that I was a lot happier. Silence was something that I always wanted, But that all changed when I saw you were kind-hearted. Different from the knife you stood out to me, Different in a good way I think we both agree. The knife had power in their words and sensarity, But you had the power to change even gravity. My heart skips a beat as our eyes meet. You see me well on the repeat. What can I do to make you see how much you mean to me? I’ve never felt this way as I skip through my heart debris. So broken pieces can be fixed, But I really doubt this feeling will be nixed. Were you aware that many knives have crossed my path, But you truly struck me as a rat. Granted that sounds stupid in a way, But as I got to know you, I wanted you to stay. Quiet in your ways and happy on rainy days, Eager for a chance to run and to chase. You search endlessly for that one special thing, Waiting and praying for this one day of spring. If I’m not mistaken and I’m sure I’m not, You’ve already won the race and got your shot. The target hit right on the spot, But now what will you do with your victory caught?

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damn that hits hard

It definitely hit hard

17:18

The knife part hit home to me and I really enjoy reading your poems @Hannah Banana Every single one of them

frfr

Thank you guys

If #gay is rainbow and #kissingyourhomiesgoodnight is not rainbow why is it considered gay....

#ouchie (edited)

Lmao

"WHY WONT YOU ADOPTME? WHY WONT YOU ADOPT ME?" -said the little brown boy "BECAUSE YOUR BLACK.." -big man #ouchie (edited)

Hannah Banana

It’s funny how fast the mind can change. To be honest I didn’t mean to rearrange. I used to think that this knife was worth holding onto, But as I looked forward, it’s now you I run to. The knife had qualities you didn’t possess, But the knife always had emotions it would suppress. Talking with the knife was never fun. One stab after another and I was completely done. You were different from the knife of forced laughter. As time went by, I realized that I was a lot happier. Silence was something that I always wanted, But that all changed when I saw you were kind-hearted. Different from the knife you stood out to me, Different in a good way I think we both agree. The knife had power in their words and sensarity, But you had the power to change even gravity. My heart skips a beat as our eyes meet. You see me well on the repeat. What can I do to make you see how much you mean to me? I’ve never felt this way as I skip through my heart debris. So broken pieces can be fixed, But I really doubt this feeling will be nixed. Were you aware that many knives have crossed my path, But you truly struck me as a rat. Granted that sounds stupid in a way, But as I got to know you, I wanted you to stay. Quiet in your ways and happy on rainy days, Eager for a chance to run and to chase. You search endlessly for that one special thing, Waiting and praying for this one day of spring. If I’m not mistaken and I’m sure I’m not, You’ve already won the race and got your shot. The target hit right on the spot, But now what will you do with your victory caught?

This is so cute

22:46

yo I can see the emoji now btw

our moms poems are so inspirational

Gogy

"WHY WONT YOU ADOPTME? WHY WONT YOU ADOPT ME?" -said the little brown boy "BECAUSE YOUR BLACK.." -big man #ouchie (edited)

won’t

23:00

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You have power over your mind- not outside events.Realize,and you will find strength

Savior by Tyler * Here I thought I was the Savior, And then I was the one being saved, Never thought I would say I am happy, Now happiness is all that is engraved, All stress and worries gone making me feel free, Holding on changed all of that within me, You give me a constant smile, Over and over again, Under the road being stepped on, Rendering me feeling useless to anyone, Everyone showed me nothing, But you are the angel in my life picking me up with empathy, Enduring our pain together with our shared telepathy, And I know you’re only a few hundred miles away, Unshaken by my past once I see you smile, Talk more and give me a feeling of belonging, I can’t wait to just stare at you while we are out walking, Fumbling my feelings but with you all my fears disappeared, Unbreakable is the way I now feel, Lovely is what I will call you and my feelings for you are forever revered. (edited)

i think this is to someone specific

07:55

Yeah it’s too you “my boo” lol jk

07:56

I just wrote this quick for a specific reason, but that’s hidden. I mean you can see it easily right now if you look at it carefully lol

im.ok

Yeah it’s too you “my boo” lol jk

im.ok

I just wrote this quick for a specific reason, but that’s hidden. I mean you can see it easily right now if you look at it carefully lol

ima read it

09:26

very very carefully

Necromzo

i think this is to someone specific

I know whoooooooo

Hannah Banana

I know whoooooooo

Gogy

If #gay is rainbow and #kissingyourhomiesgoodnight is not rainbow why is it considered gay....

#ouchie (edited)

fr

Damn, I’m just not a kiss the homies Goodnight type of guy, you know? So it’s not that it isn’t gay…it’s just not my thing

damn

Wow

13:09

Always gotta kiss the homies goodnight

I don’t even hug my homies bro

Oof

I just verbally say my peace (edited)

Only PEACE

13:10

NOT EVEN LOVE YOU

NoOooOoO

Nah

13:10

That word I save

Wow disappointing

Sorry lol

Tyler is a bitch. You wanna know why? He said that he wouldn’t say goodbye “Off I go to Canada again!” Tyler said. What Tyler doesn’t know is that he might end up dead. He thinks he’s sly because he has a finger gun. But I’m much quicker as I have a regular one. He says he can dumb down my threats But tell me Tyler, have you seen all the tiktok deaths? It sucks to feel like you want to punch someone, But another side of your brain wouldn’t hurt anyone. Let me tell you something important Tyler. That way you won’t get attacked by a spider. If you think you’re going back to Canada ever again, I will personally put your trip to Canada to an end. Good luck trying to escape your wife. Hate to break it to you bud but you’re stuck with me for life.

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14:20

damn tyler there's no going back now

does this mean we’re out of milk

no

14:21

he has delivery coming in soon

Hannah Banana

Tyler is a bitch. You wanna know why? He said that he wouldn’t say goodbye “Off I go to Canada again!” Tyler said. What Tyler doesn’t know is that he might end up dead. He thinks he’s sly because he has a finger gun. But I’m much quicker as I have a regular one. He says he can dumb down my threats But tell me Tyler, have you seen all the tiktok deaths? It sucks to feel like you want to punch someone, But another side of your brain wouldn’t hurt anyone. Let me tell you something important Tyler. That way you won’t get attacked by a spider. If you think you’re going back to Canada ever again, I will personally put your trip to Canada to an end. Good luck trying to escape your wife. Hate to break it to you bud but you’re stuck with me for life.

Hell yeah, I don't even like driving that type of distance again anyways

lmao

AshlynOrSomethin

does this mean we’re out of milk

Nah I got delivery...it was mainly for the Canada Maple Syrup, but I can deal with American "Maple" Syrup (edited)

like when ai was reading the poem i was like yes I do wanna know why father is a Butach

It had to be explained

fr

14:24

it all makes sense

14:24

now

14:24

all that was hidden is now revealed

14:24

i see the meaning of the word bitch now

I shall accept it

I got a crazy wife and I like it. (I guess I didn’t send it

) (edited)

he likes it

15:14

hannah picked the right boi

Necromzo

hannah picked the right boi

Yessirr

im.ok

Nah I got delivery...it was mainly for the Canada Maple Syrup, but I can deal with American "Maple" Syrup (edited)

It’s overrated anyways no point

Not mine.. I didn’t write it but these are my favorites lyrics ever Do you ever get a little bit tired of life Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive 'Cause you gotta survive Like your body's in the room but you're not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air Am I past repair A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope A little bit tired of sinkin' There's water in my boat I'm barely breathin' Tryna stay afloat So I got these quick repairs to cope Guess I'm just broken and broke

you ever just feel so lost in thought? due to love or something that makes your face get hot? yeah that’s me every five damn secs, people call me a simp because of it. like what the heck. i aint no simp, gotten no reason to be, prove me wrong and it’s the last you’ll be seen. :)

fr

I see her soul right through her eyes, A pretty face is a bad disguise. I feel her pain as though we’re connected.what I feel is the feeling of been neglected her spirit is diamond. Her thoughts are worth gold. All the mountains she’s climbing are stories untold.she’s beautiful both inside and out but the person who broke her gave her self doubt,though she has a tough spirit and thoughts worth a fortune that shattered heart made of glass gave a reflection,distortion.

Monkey in the middle can be fun But the person in the middle is always done. The game isn’t fun when you’re in the middle. Because the person in the middle is always little. Ignored and betrayed by the friends they had, Put on the spot to catch the ball at hand. The people on the sides laugh with delight, While the person in the middle is never shown the light. “Monkey! Monkey!” The people on the sides say. Soon the person in the middle doesn’t want to play. “You want the ball?” The people on the sides ask. The person in the middle sighs, failing the task. The person in the middle gives up and runs. While the others laugh and look towards the sun.

fr

16:35

relatable

Fr

Not for me we used to tackle each other for the ball

Invasion of privacy if never fun Especially by the ones that don’t like you They will laugh at you for what you have done And use that information to destroy you (edited)

“Pay attention to your enemies, for they are the first to discover your mistakes.” – Antisthenes

17:01

“Wise men speak because they have something to say; Fools because they have to say something.” – Plato

O lover, with your skin so white The purest alabaster Delicate as the whitest lily that Only opens its petals at night Come to me, my love Across fields full of lilies at night The stars shining overhead  Are witnesses to our love  As bright as the sky. O, the heart wants what it wants,  Imagining its perfect mate. Alas, it cannot be so Yesterday's heart has lost its mate. So imagine the new one With the trepidation that replaces the longing for what was With what is. The lonely crying— the mourning doves never sounded so sad! But know that the heart wants to love And a new love will blossom Filling that void with its rapturous beauty. Come to me, my love  Across fields full of lilies  And all looks new tonight. -Sappho

Bro did not just get called a snug bug

Morning sun has blinded me every day You’d think the light is not that bright For me it is a pain, because sometimes, you might not want light Remember when life was simpler I don’t Every one I know wish it to be simple Now I don’t Don’t you ever appreciate the complex factors of emotions and life Some people don’t, but it’s the reason I have friends and who won’t stab me in the back with a knife (edited)

Awful Times by Tyler * Since the day I got hurt I promised myself, I would never take you off my bookshelf, This day forward I look within myself, And say this, I won’t take any more chances, We won’t have any more dances, I am no longer your man, I was never your friend, You won’t hear from me again, Goodbye, Thank you so much for all the awful times, While the rain washes away my emotions, One person in my life shows up to paint that smile on my face for me, It used to be a sad smile, But she places it on my face knowing its fake, but I am capable, And I do believe, It’s been a nice life since you’ve been gone, Let it stay that way, As this new girl is the one, She doesn’t know all the things she has done for me already, But maybe one day I will explain to her all of my feelings. (edited)

Amazing

Confide by Tyler * I must pay the fines, But true love is hard to find, My life has been a majorly long ride, But it’s still the beginning of the ride, Memories flooding my mind, Reflecting on my life, Something never felt right, The sun was setting making it dark outside, But it’s already darker inside, You’re the only home I have in sight Sheltering me and giving me a place to cry, You are the only shelter with light, In the future I will be bleeding out feeling like a lost cause, You will patch me up and tell me to clean the floor, Where is the Lysol? Cleaning my act up staying away from danger to protect my home, She is my shelter, Who are you to tell me I am wrong? They wonder why I’m gone for so long, I will just confide, I finally found where I belong. (Second one today due to me missing yesterday)

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Amazing Simp Poem

im.ok

Confide by Tyler * I must pay the fines, But true love is hard to find, My life has been a majorly long ride, But it’s still the beginning of the ride, Memories flooding my mind, Reflecting on my life, Something never felt right, The sun was setting making it dark outside, But it’s already darker inside, You’re the only home I have in sight Sheltering me and giving me a place to cry, You are the only shelter with light, In the future I will be bleeding out feeling like a lost cause, You will patch me up and tell me to clean the floor, Where is the Lysol? Cleaning my act up staying away from danger to protect my home, She is my shelter, Who are you to tell me I am wrong? They wonder why I’m gone for so long, I will just confide, I finally found where I belong. (Second one today due to me missing yesterday)

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im.ok

Awful Times by Tyler * Since the day I got hurt I promised myself, I would never take you off my bookshelf, This day forward I look within myself, And say this, I won’t take any more chances, We won’t have any more dances, I am no longer your man, I was never your friend, You won’t hear from me again, Goodbye, Thank you so much for all the awful times, While the rain washes away my emotions, One person in my life shows up to paint that smile on my face for me, It used to be a sad smile, But she places it on my face knowing its fake, but I am capable, And I do believe, It’s been a nice life since you’ve been gone, Let it stay that way, As this new girl is the one, She doesn’t know all the things she has done for me already, But maybe one day I will explain to her all of my feelings. (edited)

Another W

I found you alone one night but when am I to find you again? Your memory crusifies me in a cross full of lights Your memory crusifies me in a cross full of lights I don't cry for those things you have taken away from me for those you have denied me you have given me a moon blue, unspicable, deep. I don't cry for those things you have taken away from me

17:21

I don’t cry by Giannis Ritsos

I hate nice girls. If they so much as say hello, it stays on my mind. If they return texts, my heart races. The day one calls me, I know I'll look at my call history and grin. But that's just them being nice. People who are nice to me are also nice to everyone else. I almost end up forgetting that. If the truth is cruel , then lies must be kind. That's why kindness is a lie. I gave up on always expecting it, always mistaking it, and even hoping for it. Someone who's' worked so hard at being alone doesn't fall for the same trick twice. I'm a veteran at this. I’m the best when it comes to losing. And that’s why I'll always hate nice girls (edited)

I LOVE THIS ONE

Big Pp Ganesh

I hate nice girls. If they so much as say hello, it stays on my mind. If they return texts, my heart races. The day one calls me, I know I'll look at my call history and grin. But that's just them being nice. People who are nice to me are also nice to everyone else. I almost end up forgetting that. If the truth is cruel , then lies must be kind. That's why kindness is a lie. I gave up on always expecting it, always mistaking it, and even hoping for it. Someone who's' worked so hard at being alone doesn't fall for the same trick twice. I'm a veteran at this. I’m the best when it comes to losing. And that’s why I'll always hate nice girls (edited)

AMAZING

Big Pp Ganesh

I hate nice girls. If they so much as say hello, it stays on my mind. If they return texts, my heart races. The day one calls me, I know I'll look at my call history and grin. But that's just them being nice. People who are nice to me are also nice to everyone else. I almost end up forgetting that. If the truth is cruel , then lies must be kind. That's why kindness is a lie. I gave up on always expecting it, always mistaking it, and even hoping for it. Someone who's' worked so hard at being alone doesn't fall for the same trick twice. I'm a veteran at this. I’m the best when it comes to losing. And that’s why I'll always hate nice girls (edited)

fr

So Relatable

Thanks bro

a fever dream of you and i, why is it you let me die? i trusted you with my whole heart, and suddenly you ripped it apart. i still love you even after death, even though you made me meet the same fate as macbeth.

damm

10:55

damn*

AshlynOrSomethin

a fever dream of you and i, why is it you let me die? i trusted you with my whole heart, and suddenly you ripped it apart. i still love you even after death, even though you made me meet the same fate as macbeth.

Dang I hate how much I relate to that

Hannah Banana

Dang I hate how much I relate to that

i don’t even relate to it i was given the prompt of a fever dream and that’s what i wrote

14:43

if you relate to it thats a bit concerning

Hannah Banana

Dang I hate how much I relate to that

fr

I’m a potato, something brown. When I have a frown some potato’s will make my frown turn upside down. I’m not a fool, it’s just that potato’s really rule! You probably like potatoes too I’m grateful so you should be too :)) (edited)

im gonna murder some potatoes with my mouth later

17:53

hash browns sound good

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:D

its a setting you can disable on pc

17:55

or :D

17:55

\ :D

17:55

without the space

AshlynOrSomethin

\ :D

this but without the space and it will be actual text

17:56

the space between the slash and the colon

17:56

there ya go

Wha

18:00

Yeah it was nice

18:00

but put your convos in #general😌 please (edited)

What conversation?

Hannah has stated I WOULD RATHER SUCK D- Kindly said by Hannah is the cunning edge of life; I shall die from saying this by Hannah’s sharp knife; I don’t wanna be timed out by mama; so I copy and paste this to spread drama. I’ll only do this once and if it gets deleted I will not do it again; please have nothing against me I am a friend.

19:05

Father I did it

Lord have mercy on us

All hail the lord!

Father tried to kill me and I stood there betrayed; I look at him as though I prevailed; It was because mama said no, and that was what made papa stop; I was indisputably angry as thoughts of my father stabbing me took ahold and left me in shock; I wish to never see papa as my father because of this traumatizing experience, and to have perseverance in my life when it comes without him. (Some statements in this poem were exaggerated and lies in order to keep things interesting) (edited)

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Crazy

Fr

19:20

I’m a literal Shakespeare

lol

5’1 aka Natsuchild

Father tried to kill me and I stood there betrayed; I look at him as though I prevailed; It was because mama said no, and that was what made papa stop; I was indisputably angry as thoughts of my father stabbing me took ahold and left me in shock; I wish to never see papa as my father because of this traumatizing experience, and to have perseverance in my life when it comes without him. (Some statements in this poem were exaggerated and lies in order to keep things interesting) (edited)

Uncle likes butter and it's making my brain hurt; I know way too much so one thing comes to another and I state to kill him; for he should die from the hands of me for which the date lies when he dates my mom's sibling; when he does, I will end him at all costs vanquishing his evil and killing his thoughts; For I will not allow him to be my real uncle at any cost.

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06:09

tah dah

06:10

I know I should make it a bit longer

XD (edited)

If I am to die liking butter. Then I'm to die still liking her. For she is my heart. For she is my love . She is the only one I want . She is butter and butter is love. If loving butter is to kill me. She will have been worth it all along. (edited)

XD Natumichi's poem somehow inspired me

Shado

If I am to die liking butter. Then I'm to die still liking her. For she is my heart. For she is my love . She is the only one I want . She is butter and butter is love. If loving butter is to kill me. She will have been worth it all along. (edited)

@Deleted User

Shado

If I am to die liking butter. Then I'm to die still liking her. For she is my heart. For she is my love . She is the only one I want . She is butter and butter is love. If loving butter is to kill me. She will have been worth it all along. (edited)

damnnnn

Shado

If I am to die liking butter. Then I'm to die still liking her. For she is my heart. For she is my love . She is the only one I want . She is butter and butter is love. If loving butter is to kill me. She will have been worth it all along. (edited)

You may be poetic but your not me; You wish you were you little flea; I am the next Shakespeare you are nothing compared; If you say you love Butter you must be mistaken because your an ugly hare. (Sorry uncle something’s I said were mean, I apologize)

If I had a nickel every time I ever cried wanting to die I’d probably have a dozen dollars At least ten of them would come from my Bitch of a sister because I Know she’s just maniac A sociopath Can’t hold it back I can’t hold it back I can’t hold it back The day I move out And finally get some privacy I’ll find out How fulfilling a normal life can be Without having to hide Or having to abide With all these stupid rules And so much pressure from school The day I move out And finally get some privacy And then I’ll know how Without them I could finally just breathe (edited)

5’4 aka definitely not a child

If I had a nickel every time I ever cried wanting to die I’d probably have a dozen dollars At least ten of them would come from my Bitch of a sister because I Know she’s just maniac A sociopath Can’t hold it back I can’t hold it back I can’t hold it back The day I move out And finally get some privacy I’ll find out How fulfilling a normal life can be Without having to hide Or having to abide With all these stupid rules And so much pressure from school The day I move out And finally get some privacy And then I’ll know how Without them I could finally just breathe (edited)

10:25

Ngl I was planning on making this a song

10:26

I was sorta singing it in my head as I was writing it

5’1 aka Natsuchild

You may be poetic but your not me; You wish you were you little flea; I am the next Shakespeare you are nothing compared; If you say you love Butter you must be mistaken because your an ugly hare. (Sorry uncle something’s I said were mean, I apologize)

Couldn't just let me be (edited)

11:50

Betrayal

My Love by Tyler * One day I will see the clouds, And when I do I never want to come back down, Not talking about dying or get high, But I’m talking about the love of my life, One we all call my wife, Two seconds of hearing her voice makes my day, There is much more to it, but I am not going to say, She is pure beauty mixed with some spice, Spice meaning crazy, Oh, wait I meant to say nice, But she is all that I like embodied into a beautiful flower, All I want to do is sit there and attend to her for all my hours, Sure, you can call me a simp, but that doesn’t bother me, You can’t hear it, but when I stare at her all I hear are amazing symphonies, The sound putting my mind at ease, The sight giving my eyes a soft warm kiss like the summers breeze, I wish she could see what I see, Cause all I see is somebody so perfect, But she always denies me when I tell her, I guess that’s part of the reason I fell for her, My lovely @Hannah Banana

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tyler have you considered being gay

AshlynOrSomethin

tyler have you considered being gay

Nope, and I won’t

im.ok

Nope, and I won’t

you should

AshlynOrSomethin

you should

Nope

Wtf

AshlynOrSomethin

tyler have you considered being gay

he wont

12:46

as long as hannah is either alive or single

1

^^

1

crying

AshlynOrSomethin

crying

L

Necromzo

as long as hannah is either alive or single

What you talkin bout alive or single, even if she was dead you will be seeing me at her grave still doing this Simp shit but with a mixture of mourning

im.ok

What you talkin bout alive or single, even if she was dead you will be seeing me at her grave still doing this Simp shit but with a mixture of mourning

damnnnnn

I would never give up

im.ok

I would never give up

You shouldn’t (edited)

12:48

OMG

5’4 aka definitely not a child

You shouldn’t (edited)

Wow

I DON’T KNOW WHY IT TYPED THAT

Mhm

I TYPED SHOULDN’T

Suuuure

I’M NOT JOKING

12:49

YOU GOTTA BELIEVE ME MAN

12:49

YOU GOTTA BELIEVE ME

Her soul will be next to me even if she’s dead, and mine will be next to her if I die.

im.ok

I would never give up

As you should king

im.ok

Her soul will be next to me even if she’s dead, and mine will be next to her if I die.

Creep

Not a creep

Suuuuuure

this dude just cares abt her a lot

12:50

relax lmao

Just a person who believes that we could also make it in the afterlife

im.ok

Just a person who believes that we could also make it in the afterlife

im.ok

Just a person who believes that we could also make it in the afterlife

And I’m an atheist

@Hannah Banana

5’4 aka definitely not a child

And I’m an atheist

Good for you…I mean there is a huge difference between agnostic and atheists. You at least believe something even if it’s not a general/popular religion

Ok

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Shado

Couldn't just let me be (edited)

get rekt

5’1 aka Natsuchild

get rekt

Your gonna make me write more poems

Shado

Your gonna make me write more poems

Amazing

this poem is about me

19:55

life is a just like a cloud it moves and moves until it evaporate

19:57

i hate myself and others i just look down so no one can see my reactions

19:58

when I say I want to die it's the real truth (edited)

when i look at the world i see some mayhem but sometimes joy i always told myself to wake up y am say this sometimes i think someone is controlling me this is the point of life where i make a decision do i want to see a world dark? are a world where you can see light?

is that a poem?

mhm

Isn’t it supposed to rhyme

20:08

Yours is like a paragraph of inspirational words

dam it i was to deep

let his poem be his poem

5’1 aka Natsuchild

Isn’t it supposed to rhyme

Not all poems rhyme

22:48

It could be free verse

I hope they like it :)

2 poems

Ugh maybe 1 more poem

04:43

I'm just bored and can't sleep

Have you been up all night

Yes

You gotta get some sleep bro

I've been trying

04:55

Now I'm just writing poems

Are they helping you sleep

I'm not even really poetic lol

idaho

Are they helping you sleep

Idk

04:56

At this point I should switch from poems to songs

04:56

Now imma finish this last poem

bro gts

XD

Necromzo

bro gts

No

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Stab moment

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Necromzo

bro gts

Ikr

09:32

Its morning for me lol

09:33

I am genuinely concerned for the people in this server (edited)

Why

For a special role or smth idk

Time by Tyler * Waking up in a state of peril, Seeing the time go down the hallway, which is narrow, Shooting my shot, like looking down the barrel, 64 Years left, how much have I spent, Each and every breath could make it cost a bit, Less but with you it costed more, Knowing my time left, I am glad the way it ends, In your arms baby, Please don’t cry for me, They all think I’m mentally insane, electrotherapy, My life transferring to yours, This is a sign that we are complete as we should, I will wait for you in the afterlife, 32 seconds left, leave me with a kiss, I can see you hurting don’t leave me with a sigh, I lived happily ever after, 10 seconds left, Am I going to die by a cardiac arrest? Maybe staring into your beautiful eyes, saying I love you in my final breath. Seeing that tear fall onto my hand as I fade away, At least you made me share my feeling rather than leave it in the ashtray, I won’t leave your side even if I died, I will always make sure you’re okay, Don’t worry this will be every day, Imagine me holding you, Running my hands through your hair and being sad is a normal thing, We are human, we can’t really help it, Crying as you look at your wedding ring, Darkness cannot drive out darkness only light can, Word to Martin Luther King, Baby I know you miss my cute shit, and I know it stings, Look around the house at our pictures and our memories, Baby I love you and that, time will never change, We call that our history. (edited)

I got a better poem

12:57

Balls in a stall

12:57

Thank you

5’4 aka definitely not a child

Balls in a stall

My masterpiece

You’re welcome

12:58

Print it out and frame it on your wall

No

I put my heart into that poem and this is all you do smh. Disappointed in you son (edited)

I thought you would be more supportive

12:59

YOURE A TERRIBLE FATHER

I loved your poem @5’4 aka definitely not a child

5’4 aka definitely not a child

YOURE A TERRIBLE FATHER

You’re a terrible son

13:14

IM RUNNING AWAY

13:14

GOODBYE FOREVER

13:14

YOULL BE HAPPIER WITHOUT ME

im.ok

You’re a terrible son

me personally

I didn’t even have to yell it…it’s just what it is

im.ok

No

I put my heart into that poem and this is all you do smh. Disappointed in you son (edited)

dw bro

13:19

i liked ur poem

5’4 aka definitely not a child

YOULL BE HAPPIER WITHOUT ME

ok

im.ok

You’re a terrible son

ong

5’4 aka definitely not a child

YOULL BE HAPPIER WITHOUT ME

@im.ok BE NICE TO OUR SON!

13:38

HES YOUNG!

I’m not his son

Hannah Banana

@im.ok BE NICE TO OUR SON!

Ok

Not anymore

5’4 aka definitely not a child

I’m not his son

ngl buddy

13:38

u cant make that choice

13:39

He’s got a point @5’4 aka definitely not a child

13:39

facts lmaoo

13:39

Hannah Banana

He’s got a point @5’4 aka definitely not a child

lmao

I don’t consider him my father

bro is disowning him slef

5’4 aka definitely not a child

I don’t consider him my father

well he still is

13:40

lmaoooo

13:40

ur lucky u got parents

13:40

as milk

I don’t need @Co-Owner

ur parents get sold

13:40

I just need @Owner

Almond milk man>>>

I don’t need both

13:41

I also need @deleted-role

Fair enough

Either you or zeb

5’4 aka definitely not a child

I also need @deleted-role

yessir

Or both

everyone needs almond milk man in their lives

Preferably both

🌰Almond Milk Man🥛

everyone needs almond milk man in their lives

Yessir

what u dont need is @Shado

13:42

bc hes rascist

Yep

Welp guess I’m not getting you food anymore

damnnnn

im.ok

Welp guess I’m not getting you food anymore

all he needs is almond milk

he cut off ur food source

Almond milk>>>

Nah only his food source

13:44

Since he don’t need me, my extra child pay from military goes to your mothers presents

W

im.ok

Since he don’t need me, my extra child pay from military goes to your mothers presents

Alr

13:45

I don’t mind

🌰Almond Milk Man🥛

what u dont need is @Shado

I'm notttttt

🌰Almond Milk Man🥛

Your a boy in a man’s world

And you like to play with little boys?

No

15:03

I love there moms

15:03

?

Wtf have I missed

nothing

Hmmm

15:04

Then get out of poems

5’1 aka Natsuchild

Your a boy in a man’s world

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRPfF3Jg/

Oh it’s poems?

5’1 aka Natsuchild

Your a boy in a man’s world

i think its the other way around

Oh fuck I just realized something

What?

It's no simp September lol (edited)

Shado

It's no simp September lol (edited)

Nooooo

Ikr

🌰Almond Milk Man🥛

i think its the other way around

Ayo

Me forcing myself not to write a poem when I'm sleep deprived

sleep

05:22

now

GO TO SLEEP

XD

05:27

I can't sleep until my mind is empty

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@Shado simped in September

That was not me simping it was me saying dont bring butter into this

You’ll kill me if I break you apart wouldn’t you

I refuse to answer that question

Anyways what you wanna do

Shado

I refuse to answer that question

Hehehe

idk

What are you implying there?

14:35

Why refuse the question?

Im not gonna answer the question that is all

Are you sure about that

14:36

@everyone

Yup

hmmm I see

14:36

So if I killed her what would you do?

Murder you only because she is a friend no other reason

Okay this isn’t going anywhere wanna play some games

I will not simp this month

Shado

Murder you only because she is a friend no other reason

A gf?

No XD

Hehe I have caught you in my trap card

14:37

So she isn’t your girl friend

14:38

then what are you to each other huhhh frosted?

She is one of my friends that happen to be a female yes but she is not my girlfriend (edited)

wait he

14:38

She

So she’s gay?

Bruh

lmao I’m kidding

Im done

Clash of Royale?

Nope

:((

Ask ando or smt

he doesent care abt me

Ando wanna play clash?

🌰Almond Milk Man🥛

he doesent care abt me

That’s cool

whattt

14:40

triple draft??

Mhm

Tokyo by Tyler * Blinding lights rage on with time, My mind erased on the edge of the razor, Sharp and cunning but blind, The woman I saw, nothing could phase her, She stared into the abyss of my soul and saw hurt, The pain disguised to be happiness, But the mist cleared away as she reached into me, Pulling out all the traumatic memories, Stringing them like lights across the tower, One after the other popping each bulb, How much did it cost me? Me and my soul losing its power, I lived in this city all my life, My boundless Tokyo, Floating in space but my mind, Well, only she can know, My Breath crystalized in front of me, Showing I am still alive or in a complex dream, What is reality, when you can’t even see me, 14 million souls lost to the beauty of this city, I have one home and it’s not outside this building, It’s not where I sleep and slouch around, moping, It’s the person who rips me from the trauma that I have been holding, With one kiss in the Tokyo Tower, Her love is my weakness, but is her greatest power, She leaves me alive with the tenacity of holding myself together, “One soul at a time” love says back to me, “When it comes to you, trust me it will be forever”. (edited)

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@Deleted User

interesting interesting

frfr

frfr ong

I wouldn't call that simping

08:51

I've done worst

but still

08:51

its simping

08:51

u failed

DAAAAAMN

08:52

SEPTEMBER 1ST

Your one to talk

If tyler thinks you failed you failed cause he would know

Tyler

@im.ok

Also don't listen to Alex probably talking in your ear